o period after recently released, and there's a lot of words to make my memories, they say children Caifen right or wrong, but look at the pros and cons of adults. People always look better than myself. I want to own become full Chongrubujing. polite. want their maturity, at least temper calm, but unfortunately those who pretend not to come out, my mind has been on the tip as the size has not changed a bit. So I was a child. What do all look at is your fault or my fault. no thought to how to change, how to solve. So I was a child. Now in Beijing. Fared still as miserable at home. Just a few more high-end city. My brother and sister say let me hurry back. Stop to Beijing. Beijing says too much pressure, sooner or later people will crazy, but they I do not know. I see they feel pressure. They took the high wages, holidays every parent thinks he can go back and buy piles of stuff, but every time I have to go back to their parents and lose money, and now I have afraid to face them, I feel shame, others Hunde Hao why I can not, whenever they want, when will immediately begin efforts defeated, because of laziness. I said a lot less after playing phone, later to read more later to practice more, but unfortunately did not do it. So, ah, after I said before I did not do it Do not believe it.