Memories concernLike opening the woundI'm picking me apart againYou all assumeI'm safer in my roomUnless I try to start againI don't want to be the oneWho battles always chooseCuz inside I realizeThat I'm the one confusedI don't know what's worth fighting forOr why I have to screamI don't know why I instigateAnd say what I don't meanI don't know how I got this wayI know it's not alrightSo I'm breaking the habitI'm breaking the habit tonightCultured my cureI tightly lock the doorI try to catch my breath againI hurt much moreThan anytime beforeI have no options left againI dont want to be the oneWho battles always chooseCuz inside I realizeThat I'm the one confusedI don't know what's worth fighting forOr why I have to screamI don't know why I instigateAnd say what I don't meanI don't know how I got this wayI'll never be alrightSo, I'm breaking the habitI'm breaking the habit tonightI'll paint it on the wallsCuz I'm the one that fallsI'll never fight againAnd this is how it endsI don't know what's worth fighting forOr why I have to screamBut now I have some clarityto show you what I meanI don't know how I got this wayI'll never be alrightSo, I'm breaking the habitI'm breaking the habitI'm breaking the habit tonight